Stupid and idiot person......

So damn idiot pissed off!! Does this make sense? I dont understand why people cant just use their brain? Juz now,a new gal whom i trained call me up and asked for help for the billing. A person who dont really have any idea on how to bill on sinus and bone graft in a panic just wanted the doctor to help on the billing! Yet the stupid person still can say words that irriated people... Making people wanted to leave the clinic without completeing the job!!! What the hell! As i not in the clinic, plus i got a bad flu. My brain dont seem to function fast enough. Ask the new gal to ask other colleague to see if she can help. They are all busy.... So i asked my new colleague to explain the medication and send patient home after paying and we shall send the receipt to her by mail. After hanging up, i thinking how to bill to the prices that is required? I sit down n think, five mins later i call up and check. She say it is settle already. Ask mi to call back later. Not long after, she called n her voice dont sound good! We talk for a while and hang up the phone. Stupid! If that person dont change his attitude, no people is willing to work hard for him!!! Plus that idiot low salary!!! Who would want to work? If i have a better job offer, i would definately quit and leave the idiot place!

And what make mi more pissed off is last thursday! My colleague and i working at clinic located at woodlands. As the other one is located at marsiling. We work from 9 to 530pm. As the doctor is doing long procedure, so the treatment is being drag overtime. I decided to have the shuttle doors to close on the both end side. (there are 4 shuttle doors, right n left 2 each on both side.) After shutting down and lock the doors, i ask my colleague if i can go firt as i need to catch a bus to bring the appt book to other side at marsiling. She agreed. I left for the bus stop and get on the bus. While travel, i call up my colleague and ask if evrything is fine and lock? She say yes.

The next morning, as i am not working, so i sleep late. About 845am, my phone ring. My doctor called up and ask if we got shut the doors properly the day before? i say yes, and he ask who was the last one to left the clinic? i replied it is my colleague who work with mi yesterday. He say the GP doctor called up and say the doors is nt locked. as i still in the dream world, i didnt think much. Not long after my doctor send us a sms saying we didnt do a good job!

Till few days later, i find out that the GP actually called up on the thursday night itself telling my doctor that his staff didnt lock the door!!! WTF!! I realised thursday night dont have any doctors or staff working at woodlands!! And the doctor call up abt nearly to 10pm!! My colleague and i already knock off!! If the doors is nt locked properly, the GP doctor should have call up at 630pm when he came back for his night session! And not at nearly 10pm! The alarm cant be alarmed!!! Shouldnt it be the GP side people who didnt did a good job??

To think he dont even use his brain to think and still say to my colleague who trying to explain to him the logic!! Idiot!!! Really feel like giving a tight slap over!!! Accuse us for not doing a good job!!!

Oversea Trip

Hi, i am back. Was away from last sunday to philipines and back today. Staying at my colleague house. I back hm at ard 5pm. The flight arrive singapore at 330pm. I will never forget the fun i have n friends i have made over there. They been a very warm and friendly people. They cook, arrange n bring us around to the famous tourist area. We went to Mount Arayat, Hundred Island, attend a feast festival, see how rice been harvest, a mango plantation, corn plantation. And most important i saw how the pple at philipines survive. People who are poor, they are really poor. They earn only 150 peiso,(which is mean sing dollars $5, if i nt wrong.) Gosh! Life at philipines is really very relaxing. 10 peiso can last them for 3 meals a day for a family.People who are rich, they are really very rich! There are a lot of beggars at the street, going around to beg for money from the local and tourist.

Nt forgetting the 3 gals sharing in a room, having so much fun during those nights. I miss the pillow fights tht we have....

One place that i will never forget is Hundred Island. The beach that is so beautiful. The water is so clear and clean. Unlike other beach i seen. Gosh. i will miss the beach. You can watch the sky full of stars at night and it is so clear and beatiful. i would recommand my friends to go if there ever a chance to go.

And 1 thing is eating thing that is byond my imagination. Imagine eating duck egg with the baby( which is nt fully develop). Gosh. I been forced to have a taste on it. Cant imagine hw i eat it. Before eating, i guess drink a bit of beers to boost up yr courage. Surprisely, it goes well with beer. awful.....

Last but not least, shopping in philipines is really damn happy! The item selling is so cheap! It is crazy! Bought some item for myself as well as my fren and family members. Some pics to share. I still a lot to gt from my colleague. If i have, will upload more. I will never forget this trip.

It been a long time since i last came in to blog. Been very busy at work and studies. Exam coming soon. Recently a few things happened. Kind of make me sad. I received a bad new from one of my dear fren whom now at United State. Her Hubby pass away on valentine day! A shocking new to me! I get to know that her hubby had been coma for 2 weeks since he admitted in US hospital. My Friend informed me when i saw her online during mid january. I been listening to all her problem that she face, telling her to look on the bright side, even though stituation is really bad for her hubby. I feel sad and my heart sank when i received msn from her! For a moment, i actually dont know what to do to comfort my fren. She had not shed a tear since her hubby pass away. I know she is feeling sad, depressed and yet have to appear strong in front of others. She lost her best friend and partner that she doesnt want to. Gosh! Heaven played a trick on them. I admit that i was affected by this new and lost my mood in doing things. She will be back around mid march or april. I hope i got a chance to meet up with her. Even though i cant do much, juz hope to give her my morale support to stay strong!

Juz recent saturday, my mood is totally gone! I got to spent money to get a NEW HP cz my hp dropped into the toilet bowl, cant function anymore! Urgh! I actually in the rush of going to school for my revision as my work being delayed. I actually forgot that i put my hp in the pocket of my jean..... Urgh!! What a day!

3/12/08

Feeling kind of low morale and fraustrated over myself. Low morale because of my bad memory. Kind of feel stupid and y i didnt use my brain? Thing r so simple yt i cant do a simple job!! Really can used 1 word to describe myself. Idiot! Doubting on my working capacability! Am i so suck or i just simply didnt use my brain at all? Been feeling kind of giving up on this job and look for other job. Doesnt matter if i cant get the same kind of salary i have now. Feel like running away from the reality. I dont know how to face my working colleague.

i back again. Been a long time since i last update my blog since august till now. Bz wit my exam and after exam, i went for a short trip October with my friends to Genting. Gosh, so many things have changed since my last visit there. Did have fun with my friends. So relaxing! Hope to have another trip soon with the same group of people again!



After my trip back from genting, i attended 2 weddings. Congra to the two couples. May the two couples stay lovely n happy always.

Time passes very fast, already coming to the end of the year. I juz get my result yesterday for the papers that i took in September. A total of 3 papers that i took. I quite happy and suprised that i managed to pass, althou i dont have "A", most importantly i pass that is more than enough! I not asking for more. :)

Hmm, suppose to write a blog for last month, but been bz wit things. Cant focus on my studies is what i been encounter during last month. No matter hw i tried to focus, i can never get myself focus on it. I reali worried as my exam for the 3 modules that i am taking. I sure to fail the 3 modules!! Till one of the saturday, my colleague asked mi to join her to a fortune teller @ old woodlands road. I thinking, since i cant focus my studies, juz go with her and take it as relax myself. When we reach there, my colleague asked mi if i want to give a try to see the fortune teller. As she told mi she is very accurate. So i juz join in.

Much to my suprise, what she say is really accurate!! I cant believe what she have say. She actually hit the nails of what i been hiding or worrying over. I nearly wanted to cry out when she say all the things. I appreciate the fortune teller understanding, she knew that i dont know how to tell her my thinking, yet her patient toward me smoothe my unstable mindset. She advise mi a lot of things. Most importantly, i got to learn to relax. No worry, i will listen to the advice, but in life, alot of thing i got to make decsion on myself. Cz it is my life. No matter how bad it is, i will try to solve it. I pray hard that everything will be smooth for mi.

Recently fren been asking if i interested to go for a short trip, i on for it. As my schedule is nt regular, a lot of time i cant meet up with thm, and causing serene and miao khim feel upset over the response. Sorry gals. I truely appreciate. And truely sorry abt that.I kind of miss the batam and bangkok trip that i have. Miss those days!!

Last,i so happy that someone actually want to buy a ring that i handmade myself.


This is the ring that i learnt from my dear fren and i really so happy that someone willing to pay for it!! I will work hard to do more better.

Been wanting to write thing on my blog, bt been tired and no mood to do so. These few days, i been feeling down. y? Because the feeling is back again. I feel so Nah men. Work have taken all ny time. No doubt my lady boss been cutting down the worker time. But i feel so empty in the sense tht i realised i dont know what is my hobby, interest is? And i feel quite leftout whenever i went out gathering with my friends. I been keeping quiet abt it, till last week, i really cant stand it, i call up my friend and talk abt it. I tot i will cry out aft talking out. But i didnt. Even if i cry, will only be a while. People may wonder y shld cry out? To me, giving out a loud cry will help mi to relieve in certain way. Will end here............. Actually gt more to write bt nt in the mood to write.....