3/12/08

Feeling kind of low morale and fraustrated over myself. Low morale because of my bad memory. Kind of feel stupid and y i didnt use my brain? Thing r so simple yt i cant do a simple job!! Really can used 1 word to describe myself. Idiot! Doubting on my working capacability! Am i so suck or i just simply didnt use my brain at all? Been feeling kind of giving up on this job and look for other job. Doesnt matter if i cant get the same kind of salary i have now. Feel like running away from the reality. I dont know how to face my working colleague.