20th March 2008

I been feeling down, angry and disappointed.Sum thing happen tat reali make me realise it's time to change my job regardless of what. I cant believe having slightly high pay mean that i have to work like hell and cant even have a day off totally? I REALI CANT BELIEVE IT!!! Does that mean if i work frm 9-1pm (used to my offical off day), after work, back hm and goes school. That will be my off day?! Urgh!!! When my colleague told me abt this, i reali feel so angry!! wtf!

I can ustand that my request to have off on mon & tue night is impossible. And another request is to off whn another doc don work on thursday( onli every mth of 2nd n 4th week of thursday.) So i try to work out with them whn sum thing happen before hand. After my colleague help mi to fight for it, thn my boss agree to it. Urgh!!! So my off is on the day whn the doc is nt working. But my pro is nt solved yet. They haven give mi a proper ans whn the doc is working, thn whn is my off day?!

I would like to say thank you to my fren. U guys know who you are. I appreciate a lot. Sum may think i bother too much whereby i shld have juz say quit and hack care. Y shld i bother tht much?! I wish i can be hackcare and juz goes off. I got to think of my commitment on others. B4 i quit, i gt to find a job first.

16th March 2008

Have a short and enjoyable dinner with my friends at yishun northpoint. After doing all my things, i sms serene to ask her abt huiling bday present. Come out with sum idea, send sms to the rest to see what their idea? We shall decide from there. After that, i called my friend, Margret whom working at dhoby ghout at the Macdonald house. She earning quite a lot......
As we are talking.... she asked mi a question? Y are you still hanging in the same area? Y didnt you try to go out? I don understand....... I kept quiet for a while.

I am thinking i do wanted to change, bt nt at the moment, as my colleague is on long leave. Nt sure whn she will be back. I will consider changing once she is back. Will have to see hw it goes.